Baby, look.
(He=He/she. Which ever gender applies to you and your sexuality.)
Heres the thing.
You deserve someone who will love you for who you are, someone who won’t take you for granted, someone who is willing to do anything and everything just to put a smile on your face, someone who you are able to talk to when you are feeling down, someone who can cheer you up. Someone who won’t judge you, or change you just so you become what they have always wanted. You deserve someone who will stick by you no matter what happens, even after all the fights, they stand by you. Someone who will love you no matter what happens, try their best to keep you if it gets to that stage. Keep giving you their all even after they have gotten you.
If they leave you, let them. I know, it sounds horrible right? But if they want to leave you, let them. You turn around and walk away and do exactly the same thing. You deserve someone who won’t leave you. I get it, people leave for a reason, but if they are not willing to tough it out with you, then there isn’t a point in waiting for them to change their mind. Waiting for them to love you and want you back. The thing is, it isn’t worth it. Everything is easier said than done, but don’t you dare tell yourself that you can’t forget about him because you can and you will. You just need to believe in yourself that you can forget about someone. I know, I understand, they gave you so much to remember them by. But do they remember anything that had happened? Do they still talk to you and make an effort to be friends? If they cheated on you, they don’t deserve you either. If you are the one that they cheated on with, you go and tell the other person who is in the relationship.
Forget about them. Delete all the text messages, delete and erase everything about them for the time being, because if you still keep the text messages, you are going to remember everything that you don’t want to remember and it is going to make it harder for you to let go of them. You deserve someone better than them. Live your life, don’t go dwelling on the past. If it is in the past, leave it there. Don’t bring back all the memories that you don’t need to remember, sure they may always be there. But don’t let them get you down. If they seem happy without you, you be happier without them. As I said, don’t tell yourself that you can’t forget about them, because you can.
Don’t waste your time. Don’t waste you love on someone who doesn’t deserve it, who doesn’t treasure and cherish it. Yes, they mean a lot to you, I understand that. But if they can leave you and pretend like nothing ever happened, so can you. I am not telling you to never talk to them again, but for the time being. Don’t. Because if you keep talking to them, they are only going to hurt you, they are only going to cause you to fall for them more and more and you know what? It is time to move on and you shouldn’t have to do that to yourself. Live your life, don’t be scared to move on, don’t tell yourself that without them you would be nothing because you know what? You happen to be something amazing and you deserve nothing but the best. Just because you have been hurt once, it doesn’t mean that you can’t get what you want, no one can be too good for anyone, if you try, that is all that matters, but don’t let your fear of rejection stop you from getting what you want. Don’t lower your standards, what you want is what you deserve.
I want you to know that you are beautiful, that you are handsome, that you can get what you want, that you can overcome this fear of being rejected. Don’t let one person stop you from living your life and finding someone else who could be the perfect person for you. You are an amazing person and don’t you ever forget that. Don’t you ever feel like you’re not good enough for someone, because baby. You are. Don’t think that way. You are worth anything and everything. Find someone who will treat you right. You can love someone so much, but if they don’t treat you right. They don’t deserve you and you need to understand that. Love someone who will love you back, if not more. Find someone who will treat you with respect. Find someone who will treat you the way that you want to be treated. Be patient and they will sweep you off your feet, don’t go searching. Why? Because chances are they won’t even be the right one.
You’re beautiful. Stay beautiful~ x.
P.s: This page may also help you. If you need to vent, we are here.<3 And also, I don’t need to know you personally to know what you deserve
Erica,Junior,FHS♥
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ABOUT ME:
My Name Is Erica. i was born in Detroit,Michigan. I Love my life. I’ve got a taste for trouble and I’m never satisfied. I’m a very complex person to understand, people always try to figure me out but it is IMPOSSIBLE, because i am a very unique person. I know only of the open mind very seldom of the closed. My eyes are wondering, my lips are curious. I’m dominating yet like to be dominated at times. I’m a huge sucker for blue eyes. I think accents are hot as fuck. I’m hard to pin down. I live to make you smile. I tend to see beauty in most everything. I believe there is something or someone that is dire to your life, you’re always instinctively searching for I’m determined to find out whom or what this may be. Peoples stupidity never ceases to amaze me, if you are an idiot you should honestly just be neutered, humanity does not need your gene pool to grow any larger than it already fucking is.
I almost never let my guard down if I do remember the moment. Actions impress me words do not. I crave passion, adventure, and the forbidden. Do not correct my spelling im already aware I can not spell worth shit. Sometimes I make bad decisions but they’re mine to make. I like pretty much everyone unless you give me a damn good reason not to. I’m a good girl at heart, I chose to be a bad one. I have extensions,weave,and i don’t care if u thing i’m fake, obviously don’t know me well do you, I like them get over it.I enjoy meeting new people and trying new things. I have a bit of a thrill seeking problem…life is meaningless but death is inevitable. I live for the moment, I live for those nights I don’t remember with the people I will remember forever, party hard, drive fast and doing random crazy shit is what I live for and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I wear sweats and a comfy sweatshirt to bed, usually in the winter. Although in the summer I sleep naked. Teenage girls who are clearly not ready to become mothers but get pregnant anyway piss me off. It’s like it’s a trend. No, it is a trend. I can’t get on facebook without seeing a pregnant stomach or newborn baby pictures. It might not be my place to say whether or not someone is ready to become a parent but I’m going to say it anyway. Kids are my life, they’re what keep me sane. When I see a trashy girl who I know up and down, who hasn’t been in school since freshman year, who drinks and smokes like its her job, get pregnant because she doesn’t want her lowlife boyfriend to leave her, I want to puke. Those poor little babies can’t control what kind of home or family they’re being born into. & this wasn’t an “accident” it happened on purpose. Girls know what they need to do to prevent pregnancy, and don’t blame it on the guy because he didn’t have a condom. You didn’t have one either sweetheart, not that you care anyway because now you’ll have a precious little baby to fill up that hole inside your heart. Except that doesn’t really work now, does it?
I hate how girls act stupid in front of guys, like it’s supposed to be cute. I hate when girls cry and complain that they just want to be loved and have an amazing relationship but they’re cunts to every guy that shows intrest in them. I hate girls who think it’s cute to act like they’re slutty when in reality they haven’t done jack shit. I hate girls who expect guys to fucking pay for everything and whine and cry when they don’t give them gifts every single day of their life or offer to pay for them to get their fucking nails done. Like shut the fuck up you stuck up litte twat.
I’m subscribed to too many magazines. I wish you were there for me when I needed you. I wish I had gotten to say goodbye to you and I hope you’re in a better place. Thank you for coming into my life when I was about to give up and for understanding me more than anyone ever has. You’re beautiful and you deserve the best in life. You’ll be okay, I promise. ♥
